January 2010
80 posts
Unfortunately
No, it don’t breakeven.
“We watch the season pull up its own stage
And catch the last weekend of the...”
– Stolen
That Agony
Waking up from afternoon nap with A Rush Of Blood To The Head playing, surely wasn’t a good thing to continue your day. It’s pulling you back into this hole that you’ve been struggling to get out.
Morning Calls, For My Morning
Morning calls for pain relief A line above the step beneath The worst that you could do And the best that you could hope for Is hardly the best Tepid water chase the pills With turpentine and chamomile And don’t get cheap with the wine You need to be up all of the time Shield your eyes, conceal your lies. Don’t blink, everyone’s watching. They’ll think you’re up to...
“I have to live my dreams. Besides, plenty of time to sleep when you’re...”
– Graves on Die Another Day
Saya sedang menyemangati diri sendiri untuk tidak tidur dan segera mencari topik
Bond: I see you don't chase dreams: you live them.
Graves: One of the virtues of never sleeping, Mr. Bond. I have to live my dreams. Besides, plenty of time to sleep when you're dead.
The Power of Playlist
It feels like you’re not the only one who have problems. You’re not alone. It’s like you have a friend. Sometimes you feel like they sing it for you. And oddly, you feel somewhat better. It’s saving you from sinking and keeping you from breaking.
And The Lessons Are Learned, Huh?
STUPID
A moment of pleasure, you are fulfilled. But every...
Hari ini tadi pagi gue membayangkan diri gue kalo kerja di Jakarta. Keluar kompleks rumah jalan kaki, mampir starbucks, nenteng tas kantoran di pundak. Nyebrang tol (naik jembatan penyebrangan tentunya), naik busway ke kantor. Di busway berdiri, tangan satu pegangan ke pegangan, satunya lagi megang si kopi. Amerika banget kata qisthi haha, ya udahlah ya ngebayangin doang ini ;)
Malem ini gue...
“I am fairly agile
I can bend and not break
Or I can break and take it with a...”
– Bend and Not Break - Dashboard Confessional
Your children are not your children. They are the sons and daughters of Life’s longing for itself. They come through you but not from you, And though they are with you yet they belong not to you.
You may give them your love but not your thoughts, For they have their own thoughts. You may house their bodies but not their souls, For their souls dwell in the house of tomorrow, which you cannot...
“Making a decision was only the beginning of things. When someone makes a...”
– Santiago’s understanding, although he still doubts the decision he had made.
It's A Fight
I’m going to fight today to forgive yesterday’s mistakes and greet tomorrow’s currents.
And today is going to be yesterday, tomorrow is going to be today, so on, so on, and so on.
I hope I’ll live with no regrets and shame. I hope I’ll realize my personal legend soon. I hope that personal legend will become true.
Bismillah.
“Don’t be impatient. Eat when it’s time to eat. And move along when...”
– The camel driver
Anomaly
Is there really something called go back to normal. Can something go back to normal?
Hey,
what’s normal anyway
Conspiracy of The Universe
Melchizedek, the King of Salem said, “And when you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it.” So, hey me, don’t betrayed the universe who’s trying to help you here.
C For Curiosity
Sometimes I think it’s better to bury the curiosity. Leave things as they are.
Carnival!
I will never know cause you will never show come on and love me now come on and love me now I will never know cause you will never show come on and love me now come on and love me now come on and love me now Carnival came by my town today bright lights from giantwheel fall on the alleyways and I’m here by my door waiting for you I will never know cause you will never show come on and love me...
“Girl, I don’t even have the energy to tell you what’s happening...”
– Jenna’s gay friend to Jenna on 30 rock
krisniuvila:
Radiohead | Fake plastic...
Great Escape
There is no come back in escaping. It’s a price you should pay.
If you escape to come back, then it’s not an escape. It’s just postponing.
“i may never get where i’m going. but then again i might.”
– she said - brie larson
What did I miss, DS?
arrrggh. Sometimes playing an adventure game is frustrating when it comes to: I can’t find the way to go there, it’s a dead end thing. Then I go back, hoping to find the clue that I’ve missed.
Again.
Again.
Again.
And now the game’s started to be boring because I’m stuck.
I wish there's an undo button
argh. Growing up. Means more decisions to make, the hard one, a-life-changing decisions. I’m not ready for everything. And when I got opinions, I got many different answers, contradict answers.
At the end, I’m the one who will make the decisions and live the life I’ve chosen with its consequences.
Pathetic H
I talk to more people recently, and now the more I know that they dream what I dream. Goals, places, and others. I realized that there are many people that could have the same dreams. So, I guess at this point we are similar, related to the same dreams we all have.
I also realized what makes the dreams different is the effort that I will put in it. And I think I haven’t put any compared to...
Strawberry Fields Forever
devil's walk in the strawberry fields
Because my fear became true and I feel stupid about it.
Let's Enjoy The Monday Night
Across The Universe DVD, a tube of Pringles Sour Cream & Onion, a glass of milk.
A Playlist full of Dashboard.
Sleep.
Shouldn’t leave my brain in a blank condition. Should find activities, keeping it busy, away from those stuffs. It’s a fight, and I really wanna get it right.